productivity

its not everyday i can actually say i have been really productive, it seems life gets in the way of my plans and before i know it its night time. last night i laid in bed tossing and turning and thinking of everything i needed to get done today. i blame the insomnia on the mood pills...but considering my mood is awesome and my emotions are in check, i suppose its a small price to pay.
anyway this mornin i woke up at 545am, had mikey and chance up at 610 to eat cereal and get dressed, i had zach hooked up to all his portable equipment and us all in the van by 650am to take mikey to school. when we came back i cleaned out the van, did 3 loads of laundry cleaned both bathrooms and loaded the dishwasher, called and made zach a nursing home appointment for friday and left a msg for neurologist...not to shabby for 10am. there is still a lil id like to get done today, but i feel very happy of the things already done.
last night as i laid in bed tossing and thinking i thought of previous conversations with friends years ago and suddenly realized why zach is how zach is, many times i always said no matter how the baby was born (with down syndrom or another issue) id have the baby and raise it, termination was never an option, so it only makes sence God wanted to test my faith and beliefs, we are blessed to have Zach in our lives, he enhances it daily. chance has really become the over protective brother, its so sweet. mikey even sneaks in zach time and talks to him or kisses him. we may not be rich but we are blessed with wealth far beyond money and material things, we have love and understanding.at the end of the day thats what you count on and look for anyway.....