home sweet home

well were home...Thank you God! each time we enter the hospital it gets a lil shorter and zach is a lil stronger, Thank you God for allowing this to be the case and for allowing us to be home. each time were gone from home i appreciate things a lil more and long for the comforts of home. my apologies for the last post, as the feelings were pretty raw. so as i said were home...we came home on the 28th at 6ish? we still dont know results of eeg the neuro was busy, and with the holiday weekend they decided since zach was back to baseline we could go home. im hoping by tuesday to know the results. i know at least a few occasions zach did have spikes noted on the eeg...does this mean there was a seziure? i have no idea. zach is back at 1 litter oxygen and satting perfectly. he was slightly cranky today and i think its due to his first tooth coming in:) poor guy:(. zach turned 10 months on the 26th....the day we went to the hospital. while in the hospital room i did lots of research online and reading others blogs, mainly special needs moms. this is both good and bad. in some cases to see their stregnth and grace is comforting and inspiring to me and in other cases as im reading i cant help but think, yea this could be us in a year or two or more. i know i cant controll what the future holds for zach and our family. i know that i have to have faith that God has a plan, that he has created zach exactly the way he wanted to, and its not for me to understand. maybe he wanted to show everyone around him that God does exist, that miracles do happen, whatever his reason i have to keep faith. this is something i will struggle with at times im sure. every day with zach, no matter how it is, is truely a gift, and one i need to cherish every second.